~Part Of The List~

Style of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare..
As if you see, right through to my soul

Its your left hand and the way
That its not quite as big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror..
Before we go out at night

A quiet time...your beautiful mind..
They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce

The way you sweet smell
Lingers when you leave a room (you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
In bed all afternoon (all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
In my mind is where we meet (in my mind is where we meet)
And when I'm awake
Staring at pictures of you asleep

Touching your face....invading you space
They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce

And you'll live in my...
Memories, forever more I swear

And you'll live in my...
Memories, forever more I swear

They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
Something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce

Randy Pausch's Last Lecture

“We cannot change the cards we are dealt, just how we play the hand.”
—Randy Pausch

On September 18, 2007, Carnegie Mellon professor and alumnus Randy Pausch delivered a one-of-a-kind last lecture that made the world stop and pay attention. It became an Internet sensation viewed by millions, an international media story, and a best-selling book that has been published in 35 languages. To this day, people everywhere continue to talk about Randy, share his message and put his life lessons into action in their own lives.

The lecture he gave “Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams” wasn’t about dying. It was about the importance of overcoming obstacles, of enabling the dreams of others, of seizing every moment (because “time is all you have...and you may find one day that you have less than you think”). It was a summation of everything Randy had come to believe. It was about living.

A month before giving the lecture, Pausch had received a prognosis that the pancreatic cancer , with which he had been diagnosed a year earlier, was terminal. Before speaking, Pausch received a long standing ovation from a large crowd of over 400 colleagues and students. When he motioned them to sit down, saying, "Make me earn it," some in the audience shouted back, "You did!"

During the lecture Pausch was upbeat and humorous, shrugging off the pity often given to those diagnosed with terminal illness. At one point, to prove his own vitality, Pausch dropped down and did push-ups on stage. He offered insights on computer science and engineering education, multi-disciplinary collaborations, and working in groups and interacting with other people. Pausch also offered his listeners inspirational life advice that can be applied to one's professional and personal life. Shortly after the lecture was presented, a book was written to better educate people on Randy Pausch's methods of living a more fulfilling life, by simply achieving your childhood dreams. The book was written by Randy Pausch and Jeffrey Zaslow of the Wall Street Journal.

In this book, Randy Pausch has combined the humor, inspiration and intelligence that made his lecture such a phenomenon and given it an indelible form. It is a book that will be shared for generations to come.

The Last Lecture is the book that Randy Pausch co-authored about everything he wanted his kids to know, after his pancreatic cancer had taken his life. It tells tales of his childhood, many important lessons he wants his kids to learn, and anything and everything he wants his kids to know about him. He makes the point, many times, that you need to have fun in everything you do, you need to live life to its fullest because you never know when it will be taken from you.

In the book, Randy says many times that people told him he looked like he was in perfect health. Even though he was dying of pancreatic cancer , he didn't let it get to him. He says you have to mind the happy medium between being in denial and letting it overwhelm you. He often said that he didn't like his cancer, but he would rather have cancer than be hit by a bus. He says this because if he got hit by a bus, or just died suddenly, he wouldn't have had the time to talk with his wife and make sure that her life, and the rest of his family's, wouldn't be terrible after he died. The cancer gave him the chance to spend as much possible time with his family and getting their life ready for when he passes away.

Randy died July 25, 2008, at the age of 47.

refrence:
wikipedia
http://www.cmu.edu/randyslecture/index.shtml

~I juz realize ~

In front da' person u lve,ur heart beats fster but in front d person u like,u'll get hppy.

If u look into d eyes of d person u lve, u'll blush but if u look into d eyes of d 1 u like,u'll smile.

In front of da' person u lve, u can't say everythin' in ur mind bt in frnt of da person u like,u can.

In front da' person u lve, u tend 2 get shy bt in front of da' person u like, u can show u own self.

When da 1 u lve is cryin',u ll get cry wid them but when d 1 u like is cryin', u ll end up cmfortin'.

Da feelin' of lve strts frm d eyes n da' feelin' of like strts from ears.
So, if u stop likin' da' persn, u used 2 like all u need 2 do is cver ur ears.
Bt if u try 2 close ur eyes 2 d 1 u lve, lve turn into a drop of tear n remains in ur hert 4ever...

~jGn TimBulkan KebenCian anTara Kaum~

Slm n selamat slmanye~
ntry kali ni berkisar dgn khidupan di negara tercinta Malaysia ..Tercinta??
adakah ungkapan semata ataupun mmg btul kita cinta???..Hmm..byk soalan yg timbul skrg.. heboh cni sne ckap negara kita ni aman lah,rkyat bersatu padu berbilang kaum, rakyat bleh mnikmati plbgai jnis mknan plbgai kaum dan byk lgilah......Tapi btul ke kita ni bersatu padu..Sedangkan dalam sesuatu kaum itu sendiri berpecah belah..Misalnye.btul la sesetengah org yg sedar perkara ni ckp dalam kaum Melayu , org Melayu bersatu padu bila solat jemaah je, sembah Tuhan yg satu tp bila soal politik,masing2 mcm ta praktikkan sbgaimana ketika diorg solat..masing2 nak cari masalah bkan nk selesaikan masalah..msalah kcil dipebesarkan ,mslh yg da besar lg nak heboh2 kan seluruh dunia..

Percayalah,,negara lain ble da dgr kita ta berstu ati,byk mslah ,mereka akan cari peluang untk jatuhkan ngara kita..cuz"one country's problem can be another country opportunity"Cbe pk matang ckit,baik diorg dduk,berbicg same mcmne nk selesaikan masalah.
Rugi pun ta rgi dari abeskan air liur 'pung pang' cni sane bgtaw masalah n blame org lain msin2 mnunding jari tp at d end,hapa pn tada'.masalah trus diam mcm tu je,tade tindakan..
berbalik pada kebencian antara kaum..Ha..tlg la wahai kita2 sume,JGNLAH TIMBULKAN KEBENCIAN ANTARA KAUM".jgnlah menambahkan masalah kpda negara kita ni yg da sedia bermasalah ni..ckup2 lah dgn tertubuhnye parti2 yg mnmbulkan ketidakpuasan mereka kononye ketidakadilan dalam kaum berlaku..ckup2 lah dgn merosakkan lgu "Negaraku" yg nyata hendak mnimbulkan kebencian antara kita.

Nak ke negara kita ni berperang mcm ape yg berlaku pada 13 Mei 1969 dimana rusuhan kaum yang berlaku dan kemuncak masalah perpaduan di Malaysia. Tragedi ini yang mengakibatkan kehilangan nyawa serta harta benda n merupakn satu titik hitam dlm sejarah negara Malaysia.?.Nk ke tgk generasi kita yg bkl mmpin ngara ini merana atas kebodohan kita sendiri?Sanggup ke tgk ank2 comel terkorban?Sanggup ke nak biar negara lain bertepuk tgn dan menakluk negara kita disebabkan ta bersatu ati antara kaum?Jgalah negara kita baik2.yg baik kita praktikkan ,yg buruk 2 kita tgglkan.Baik kita berfikir rasional,,pk pasal ekonomi Malaysia,,camne nk tingkatkan,ape prubahan2 yg boleh dilakukan utk mmjukan Malaysia menerusi pelbgai sektor .Cnthnye sektor pertanian,perindustrian,sains ,teknologi..Alangkah bgusnya klau kita dapat berfikir bgitu..

"Ape yg kita lakukan,pergerakan, percakapan dan perbuatan kita mggambarkan ilmu g kita ade".

Entry ni bknla utk mnyalahkan sesape or nk slhkan mane2 phk, cume nk timbulkan kesedaran diri sendiri dan kita2 sume yg hidup dlm berbilang kaum kat MALAYSIA ni.CINA,MELAYU,INDIA..jgn cri kesalahn org lain sebaliknye salahkan diri sendiri yg ade otak tp ta fikir panjang,ade mulut ta cakap benda betul,ade hidung ta abes2 nk hidu msalah org lain,ade tgn asyik nk berasuah,ade kaki pegi pkul org lain sbb nk tunjuk kekuasaan.Kita kna bersyukur nikmat yg ade skrg.nikmat negara merdeka,nikmat boleh makan minum dgn tenang,nikmat boleh beribadat dgn selesa,nikmat boleh duduk lepak kat kdai mamak sampai pagi,nikmat ade pemimpin yg adil,nikmat ade pkaian yg kdg2 kita alpa dan ta terpk pun..jgalah nikmat2 tu tkut2 nanti Tuhan tarik on d spot je..mase tu lah baru nk menyesal..baru nk cari pnyelesaian,bru nk mingle2 dgn org..


"Syukurilah nikmat yg ade skunk,jgnlah ade perbuatan2 yg leh timbulkan kbncian antara kaum, dan carilah pnyelesaian terbaek utk kita sume"
till ts
"Hope ntry ni dpat dijadikan panduan utk kita bersame"
1 Malayasi
"m a peace lver"

~nO mOre ms. Nice girl~

Hizzz all~
juz wanna share smthin' dat wat i've read juz nw,d prob dat we r faces in evryday lfe n wat i thought it shud b..hey ladies, stop n read tis..

"it's time 2 speak up!!!"

how 2 deal wid 100 n millions grl around u~here i will inform u wat s d prob n how 2 deal wid them.hope it works bebehh..

Case 1: she's slack bout' styin' in touch
how 2 deal??:
Hey,common girl,strt plyin' ur gf at her own gme. Delay ur rsponse 2 all her txts,email,phne msg n so on..Hpeflly,she wll b full of aplgies when she feel dat u r not dat intrested in ctchin' up.

Case 2:tadaaaaa..she spilled ur scret..damnnnn
how 2 deal??:
1st,mke sure dat u've got all of ur fact straight..then cll or txt her say u'd lke 2 meet her 4 cffee bcuz smthin' imprtnt hs cme out dt u nd 2 tlk wid her.once u r fce 2 fce ,b straight bout' wt u r feelin'. say smnthin lke : "TEMAH",i ve been trrible upset bcz i learned dt u've told smbdy else my scret.u osoo cn say smthin lke,, at 1st,i flt so angry n nver wntd 2 c u again,bt our fwenship means 2 mch 2 me 2 jz drop it n u owe me an aplgy.it s nver 2 late 2 aplgze bebehh, laling,syg,dear..


Case 3: she nvr pays bck mney..
how 2 deal??:
smply say "im really sorry ,bt I've hd sme bg expnses.so I won't b able 2 lend u money.. Sggst she ask hr prents/sis/brother/bf..Hpeflly she ll get d msg dat u r no lnger will' 2 be treated lke her own persnl bnk.meanwhle,whle u r on d sbjct,it s good opprtnity 2 hit her 4 d mnys she owes u.Say "I dun want 2 prssure u, bt bcuz m in dbt at d mmentI really could use dt mney u owe me 4 x,y n z"..Say oso "i fl trrible being in tis pstion of hvin' 2 ask 4 it..

Case 4: she flirts wid uf bf..wat d ....

~fuhh,~

how 2 deal??:
chill sudeyyyy...i ve no cmmnt bout tis actually cuz i nver xprience b4.bt u can ring her n xplain 2 her dat if she evr flrt wid a guy u r datin' again,u ll hve nthin' mre 2 do wid her.mean it n stck 2 it.otherwse,if ur bf flirts wid dat grl 2,then hey, juz leave them..got some other guys out there..

~waitin' =worst~

Case 5: she's awezzz l8...
how 2 deal??:
Dun bother callin' her 2 fnd out where she is.d nxt day,phne her n cme clean bout' how u r feelin'.tell her u were upset bout' her being l8..dat s all

~chill~

hurmm2~
hpe dat u can apply tis in ur daily lfe ldies..

~no fighting pwezzz~

tll then..
papaiii

UtK pmnAt "fasTest caR"..U HVE 2 READ TIS~~

"The faStest caR mgazine foR a Cup of whIte coffeE"

sEriously mgzine ni coOl giler,actually,i terjumpe mgzine ni time nga bli topup at 7 eleven yg kat 15 tu..then sementara i tunggu brother cashier 2 nga print topup ,mata i tertumpu kat area2 mgzine kat sblh pintu msuk 7e ,then when i cme closer,terjumpa la mgazine ni..1st-1st tgk je mgzine ni ngan content die, then i was like dmnnnn.. i terus jtuh cinta.Ta smpai 2 minit bce,i pk ta bleh jd ni..i mmg da ptut kna beli mgzine .the fct is dat i minat "speed-car-me".This is me..




Then i trus byr my tpup,tis mgazine including 1 bar of choclte.(fuhh terbaek dow)..then g blik kat mamak tu..yg len2 nga men kad..i ignre them n i trus bce ..1st2 bce da trus pasal Ferrari FXX . cool gle..Mber2 yg kt tble i 2 pun ad yg stop men kad bce mgzine ni dlu..so cn u imgine how cool it is..

size mgzine ni mcm paper tbloid mcm 2..harge die murah west malaysia:3.90bck,east malaysia:4.50bck,sngapore$2.50.ha detail 2..

die ade web jga: www.wheels-weekly.com


Antara kereta2 yg i minat tp blinye i kna usaha la dlu kan,mmg ta la i nk bli skrg..hidup pn parentz tggung lg :

1.Peugeot wid SRI concept
2.Honda HSV-010GT(sportin' 3.4 liter V10 engine)

3.Lexus LF-A

4.Honda NSZG

5.Gembala MIG-U1

ape2 pn kpd pminat2 "fastest car",da mmg ptut korang bli mgzine ni..i rase mcm rgi gle sbb bru taw psl mgazine ni n i da terlpas byk dlm prvious edtion..haisshh..nway check out all d pic..bcuz u worth' it

SupRise PaRty 4 KewChik~

Ni muka2 comel yg tlh dplih utk pic kali ni..
Setiap muka ni ade sgnifcant die tersendiri~

Tentative Program:

January,23,1990;

3.30PM++:
call kewchik, ajk die kuar dat nite dgn alsan bgtaw nk lpk2 ngan baroden (mari menebang) since die da ssh da nk lpk da pasni.
PROBLEM :kewchik ckp die da jnji ngan mber2 MIAT die nk kuar mlm 2.
SOLUTION:mia call cik megat dniel,mber2 blik n sesape yg rapat ngan diela
plan evrythi'

6.30pm++ :
bayet membeli kek secret rcpie

10.00pm++
sume bergerak,me n syaza(hello2,dgn suare yg die rse comel sgt la 2) amik baroden n bscuby while manda n mia 2nggu kat upten ngan aqif n mber2 die..
Then sume gerak ke alamanda.mase tu kewchik, megat n 2 others nga karok so pe lg
SUPPPPPRRRIISEEE!!!

2.00am:
g lpkn' kat 15..kewchik belanje 2 "fuh"..
terbaekk la


These is not d full story version actually..kira i briefly xplain ape yg berlaku, meann' ta detail sgt la ..suppose' byk lg yg bnda2 yg terjd..
wat a day~~~

nway sume hepi GILERR mlm 2 .ade yg bling telur la tepung la..haha.kesian dkt cleaner almnda tu..lg ksian kat brthday boy la..kna kjarr..lollllzz
hehhehhh.

nway HEPI BRTHDAY KEEWCHHIIKK~

hope u hepi dat nite~